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Daddy Recovery Sessions: Hopeless, Helpless, Happy
Manage episode 418370885 series 3563683
תוכן מסופק על ידי Daddy Recovery. כל תוכן הפודקאסטים כולל פרקים, גרפיקה ותיאורי פודקאסטים מועלים ומסופקים ישירות על ידי Daddy Recovery או שותף פלטפורמת הפודקאסט שלהם. אם אתה מאמין שמישהו משתמש ביצירה שלך המוגנת בזכויות יוצרים ללא רשותך, אתה יכול לעקוב אחר התהליך המתואר כאן https://he.player.fm/legal.
My father raised me to believe that my safety lied in making men feel safe with my intelligence . I was too smart for them and playing dumb protected me from either their visceral nature or their eventual, physical exit from my life. It was strange to know my father saw me like a game: one he could manipulate like my mother, in terms of turning our feelings against ourselves. For my mother, it was her ego: my father consistently telling her she was better than him, and, in turn, taking the best from her. For me, it was my heart and a hyper-awareness that I was willing to sacrifice my well-being and the right I had to demand my father to provide for it, just to get that damn hug. Yet, I always felt part of my father’s growing mania and mental rage against me was that we both knew I was lying.
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