This is my personal testimony about Gnosis and how it helped me in my life and how I have struggled for years before I really understood what first hand experience means and why it is so important to practice and not just reading books. Obviously I have a long road ahead but I do think by sharing it anonymously it might help someone else who has been struggling as I do and this can count as a little effort from my side to do sacrifice for humanity or practice the third factor in gnostic language. Hopefully it's not going to become food for my egotistical self as I chose to stay anonymous.