Addiction has been a part of my life for over 20 years now. In the beginning, it was about running to something, it was about trying to feel more, wanting to experience the word, and soak every drop. My youthfull invincibility had held on tight. I was coming from a happy,, adventurous place. Soon, as addiction started to creep in, the oppsing forces waging a war in my head sunk me to a place within myself that I'm still trying to figure, it murdering ways have introd4uced me to a level of suffering and heartbreak that I never knew existed. And now. Now, Now, it's