I impede my own progress

The Leaves of a Victim never more with Steven Wilson

This weeks episode is about the utility of therapy.
The group is for men who were sexually abused as children. The moderator asked the question , “Why come to therapy?”
It was after the session I began to analyze the people in my life outside of the group and to what value or happiness they added to my life. I wanted to know if I was satisfied or if that was even possible.
As a suicide, I also began to deal with non-linear time; the ability to go back and do things differently or remove mistakes as to change the outcomes for those involved.
Finally, with Me, Myself, and I, I concluded I was the impediment to that desired end. I am handicapped mentally and emotionally and have no right to continue to blame the teacher that raped me for those things I have done as an adult.